My purpose is to create a space where I can journal and save information important to me. Also, if these thoughts/feelings/impressions help others along the way, so much the better.
I admit that at times I'm not the best at studying the scriptures, words of living prophets, etc. This is a known bug (weakness) in my programming. And, yet, when I come back to Him with real intent and seeking to come back more fully into his presence, I truly feel His love. This is true recently. I found myself drawn back to His word through study and heartfelt prayer. I had been feeling less confident in myself and in things in general. Part of this is selling our home, looking for a new place, and some uncertainty about our future path. I remembered the scripture in D&C 121:45. If we can find a way in our busy, convoluted lives to have charity and find virtue, we will see our confidence grow. We will understand our self-worth and be able to move on the path that our Father has set before us. I plan on reading a talk by Elder Glen L. Pace regarding "Confidence and Self-Worth" from January 2005. Possibly more to pos...
A thought this morning helped me consider what I do when I'm feeling down or stressed or tempted...or some other emotion I don't like. I think I have a tendency to turn to something more worldly or temporary instead of turning to my faith and something that will help more long-term. Knowing me I'd go play a video game, play disc golf, watch a YouTube video, etc. Why don't I, more often, turn to the scriptures, modern prophets, prayer, or things like that? Some of this reminds me of the Israelites who would get bit by the fiery serpents but wouldn't turn and look at the brass serpent (Numbers 21:6-8). Why don't/won't I turn to the Savior in those moments. Why do I feel the need to take care of my problems on my own instead of allowing the Lord in to soothe and comfort? My goal is to live now and in the future both physically and spiritually. These seem like natural moments to "omvend," the Norwegian phrase for repent which literally means to t...